i was slping soundly....till suddenly, my dad came back home....DEAD DRUNK...it's been quite a while sinc ehe last got himself so drunk...thanks to the idiotic frens of his....i am sorry...i know that i shldnt have named his frens but....I REALI HATE THEM....
whenever dad is with them, they will drink like there is no tomorrow....WHY>WHY do u have to drink till u cant even walk straight...isn;;t drinking about leisure and relaxation?
i reali hate that side of my dad whenever he drinks....mood gets into him...
this time it's even worse...
HE FELL DOWN...
he came back with mud on his face and cut around his eye....he din even noe that he dropped his money during the fall....
His shirt and pants were dirty and he can't even remember he fell....my mum was so worried....that she did not slp a wink last nite....and suddenly, my dad started saying that he is unhappy....he is unhappy...and ended up in tears...
What is he unhappy about?daughters not being able to give him money to enjoy life?unhappy that we are harping on the topic that he shld stop drinking so much?
we are a family who hardly raise our concerns or even show a sign of care...but we mean it deep inside...not wanting u to drink is not because we depise u for doing tt...but we are worried abt yr health...i dont want to be like my fren whose dad just passed on overnite becoz of overdosage of liqour for a long period....
my heart sank when i heard my dad tearing...but i pretended to be slping just becoz i dun want to make it worse by giving him a lashing...(is it the rite word?)
the forever bubbly and happy shanice is no longer one at that moment....
What makes u think tt we dun care?
I cna provide yr living if i do not have to carry these loan burdens with me...
who doesnt want to give their parents the best....
y do i have to experience this kind of situation again after so many yrs....why.......
i ignored him the whole morning.....feeling angry about the ugly scene last nite and yet i have to pretend as though nothng happened......sigh....
i hated this family once again....
why cant things be simplier?

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