Friday, October 26, 2007
missing in action for a month or so...
been super busy with my NIE coursework lo.....damn it.....u will not believe it....
i have completed a 2500 word essay.....even more than what i will usually write in NUS...much more!!!!!!! i have nv been so engrossed in writing essay...fro borrowing books from NIE, online journals illegally using shengwei's password and account to borrowing books form NUS...i feel so proud of myself.............after 2 weeks of intensive essay writing, last week was terrible.....i was giving tution cosecutively for the whole week....good $ but tiring siah........no choice....
it makes my blood boil when my student doesnt understand nuts....is it my problem or the problem lies with him? i have been questioning myself that every nite...till i have doubts about my own teaching siah..................i am really worried....am i really ready to be a teacher? am i ready to battle with the demanding parents and expectionally clever students?my god....pls enlighten me siah..................
if i am a teacher, i mite be abad or stupid teacher....sigh................
hopefully i will gain some confidence after the course bah..have been diligently reading up o n news to keepup with the current affairs as well as to force myself to read more...kekeke
went for chillout session with wenhao last nite...it was a dman last min decision..like 1/2 hr before my tuition? went to this pub at chijmes....LE BAROQUE...quite a nice place with good music....though drinks are ok oni la....heh.....
did some catching up session with him....but things are really different now........talk about diff stuffs and subjects le....no longer the talk cock sessions we used to have in KR lo.......more serious stuffs now...hahahaaha....words of wisdom from me too!!!!!hahaha
was telling wenhao tt my socialcircle is getting smaller and smaller as most of my frens are attached.....difficult to find company liao lo.....only left with a few girlfrens.....aiz.....how to not become a lesbian...lol...
i was tellign him tt i do yearn for the feeling of having sonmeone chasing me just for once....for the sake of experience only la.....doesnt have to be a BGR kinda of thing....just to get the thought that i am not unwanted at least...hahahahah.............i dun reali enjoy the feeling fo having a bf or wad....it's too troublesome..i dun wana get hurt......anything could happen..even on my fren whom we thought was having a stable relationship..who noes it's over after 5 yr.s...things are so unpredictable at times siah......
sometimes i feel that it's good to be single too...enjoy life no worry at all.........play all u one...no one cares....
my only resolution is to save mroe money......so that i cna invest to earn even mroe!!!!!
i must lose some weight too.......getting ready for reuben's wedding!!!!!!
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