Walking on the Lonely Road Myself

Thursday, July 19, 2007

i have had enuff of all these!!!!!!i reali had enuff of all these shit.......u do sumthing wrong and its always the blkheads clearing the shit for u......wad the hell......
35 New yales staying in e blk now...till 5aug.....if the blkheads dun spilt the ple and absorb them into our own blk, e blk will just die during fwoc....ok so we agreed.....
Thinking that it shoulden be a prob coz c blk ple are alwaz understanding and understand the situation we are in....I WAS WRONG.....in fact, i was quite disappointed with some of them....not to name them but i was just sian abt all thses things.....

i approached this holi com, she was quite unwilling at first but upon hearing my analysis and explanation, she relented. Another holi commer agreed but behind the scenes, told someone she is not willing instead of telling me....i even have to receive call from kheng guan yesterday asking me about it....i noe lai ze bu yi.....just as i guessed....he made the call more concern in finding out if the holi commer's room would confirm be taken anot....please.....i dun need this kind of pressure one..so wad if its vp?will it change anything if he calls me?disappointed....Tell u..i changed my mmind after serious tot even be4 he called....
i tot it would be easier for me to get 2 gers from our blk who are apprwently close to almost everyone in our blk....to my surprise...oni one can sacrifice the room at one time.....and i was shunned to find other who are clsoer and can bunk in together....tell me...who are as close enough to share other than u all?one international student uncontactable....how to ask...and does it mean tt u dun mind sharing your room with her?then wads the diff?
one told me having involved inr ag dance and driving....rag dance=holi com....so means another untouchables...if i cant touch one it means the rest of the dancers i cant too....TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
everyone will be naming each other hoping not to be chosen.....do i have a choice?tell me abt it....i cant touch shiwei coz she is the ONLY senior in long wing i cant ask her to buuk in with other floors...dne andrea and esther not even to mention...so i have to be thickskinned enuff to appraich the othe rfloor who mite be least affected...
one more surprise, one said tt she would rathe rnot go fwoc if she doesnt have her own room.....nt sae she is very onz...but...............i need seniors coz c blk is badly affected by the huge amt of holi commers we have this yr.................dman it@!
just so many holi com for wad!
den this stupid bbq, i emailed everyone to reply me if interested and the turnout wasnt tt good....so i sms ple whom i tink will go one and in fact they agreed to come...so since u noe u wana come one y nv reply..i feel so tired wiating for replies either email or sms..waste my $ uy noe......or said ok liao but din update me abt the change of plan til i sms them.....
so isit a blkhead's affair to do allthese?
now i have to get the ingredients and prepare it all alone....fine!!!!!!
perhaps i am born to serve ple bah....i detest all thse...nt tt i am free leh.....i suggested it doesnt mean i m the only one incharge...
i am just feeling sick and terrible this whole week......
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