Thursday, June 29, 2006
wenta watch silent hill with jieling...wasnt as bad as i tot it cld be...keke.....in fact nicer than the omen...keke....had ben n jerry with gerald and shengxing n jieling...a nice chat cum kok-ing session...haha...after the movie, i insisted and was determined to go old airport rd for dinner ....yes! n in the end me n jieling managed to get dere...haha...but it wasnt as nice as i tot it wld be....changed taste le...nw they shifted to a temporary area whereby all the nice food are no longer dere...sigh....asked chwanz to go but he stupid lazy bum...haha....den as usual mingjun msg-ed me abit late...we were already hm resting legs le den he asked me if we are still dere...haha....too bad....cant enjoy the 4 plates of food we had...keke
sigh...was toking to jieling abt birthday and i told her tt nw den i remebered tt the fellowship tt i am in for many yrs, did nt reali celebrate my bdae for me...sigh...i happened to tink tt i have been celebrating almost each n everyone of them in the grp...even if i did nt attend i wld have wished them by sending dem an sms....hmmm...kinda jealous i tink...coz i tink y all of them bothered and remembered each n everone's bdae but nt mine...i remember last yr only eddy wished me...the rest?i can tremember...sigh..dida;s bdae dey send flowers shina's bdae weishun will remember to get her a jersey...i tink gen aso wun be forgotten...but me?sumtimes i was reali tinking hw much value or being treasured in this fellowship...its nt the presents that matters but its the tot....having to tin abt it...dey din even remeber tt they forgotten abt my pressie as promised by them during my 21st...yes....i wasnt sad tt i din get the present but sad that the tot is juz nw sincere enuff...haiz....a little calling out to have a meal wld make me feel gd as long as i noe ple remembers my bdae n bothers to have a little clelbration for me....its juz such a simple little tingy n i cant have it...sigh...i shall juz cross my finger this yr n hope or pray for sumting upcoming bah...haiz...................i am nt geh gao..but juz dun like the feeling of being left out or nt appreciated...i aso need the attention man....sumtimes i feel tt i am alwaz the leftout int he grp.....its reali veyr sad...ple juz nee dme for sum suaning session?
mabe i shld start tinking of having a mitup with sum of my frens on my bdae bah...but damn it...i having senior performance on tt nite....argh!@
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