sumthing unexpected happened.....i actuali receivd sumting which i tot i wld nt receive anymore...
wok up with a msg saying" i left a guava n a note outside yr rm"immediately, i jumped outa bed...took the note n read it...."i m sorry for wad i did to u....my actions are incomprehensible...start after the hallbash...i started to behave tt way to u le"
hmm...tok so much but did nt ans wad i wanted to noe....whether u still treat me as fren anot....
feling lost, i wenta look for wenhao n all....got advice frm shengwei tt i shld ask him n clarify personally....which much tinking, i wenta his rm...had a chat with him....telling him hw i felt abt this whole awkward situation...telling him tt hw much i treasured this frenship....
no use apologising to me wen such things had happened....we concluded that we shld juz forget abt wad had happened.....hw much cna u assure me that u will do it man....its dfinitely ok with me...its juz u......i have alwaz been the frank n open kind...wad more can i go abt man....no dignity at all le...
Frm the moment wen we came to a conclusion, i noe that this feeling of mine shld be kept deep deep inside le....no use thinking aso wen things are becuming like tt...it will oni make everything even more awkward...but hw m i to face the 2 of u wen i see u all 2gether...i will juz let the cat out of the bag again?i reali duno...
like wad i said earlier....all these have to be buried once n for all le....its not goin to help in anything...juz gonna suffer in silence i guess....hmm.....
had a chat with her...but i have indescribable feelings...asking me m i ok with it...halo...so wad if i tell u tt i m nt ok with it leh?
cumon ...i have enuff of all these lies man...wad u try to hide n keep it to rself....den u wlden have all these aggressive moves le lo....i m nt born juz last nite man...
but i wana be the NEW age ger....
lets ho-pe i can bury n reali bury it deep inside...coz tts the best way out i guess...nobody can help me....
but i wld reali like to thank my SHEN for givin me these frens who filled up my darkest part of my life...
-Jinxian ,Shengwei,shaopeng , chwanz, jieling and most of all , My BEST buddy KOH UOON HOW!!!
tts all...bk to study!!!

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cheerful.always sensitive.always hope to be carefreetreasure frenships alot.pessimistic at times.

.....Just be HAPPY and you will be HAPPY....

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