hm...shall tink abt wad to write... i have forgotten wad had happened during the past weeks....shall update myself abit...
still bk to the same tpic..."why he cant be fren with me "
rite...lat wed...i was waiting for bus...having the tot tt he wld be having class so the possibility of me seeing him wld be less...but....guess its reali fated or i shld sae...nv pray tt u wld nt c sumone coz ultimately, u will get to see him no matter wer n hw u hide....
yes...he was at the bustop...as usual..pretend nv see me...wen i was abt to board the bus with yijia...i frenly frenly abit and asked him "jieming, why u dun wan to board the bus?"
he din reply me...again showing off his air full of attitue...sigh....y does it alwaz have to be like this...hmm...nvm...u wan to take subbus...tts up to u..but considering tt we are having the same tutorial...wads so diffcult for u nt to take the bus with me...i reali duno....
wen i reached science...i prayed tt i wun so swayc him in the lift again...juz as u prayed, the opp happened....ireali saw him waiting for lift...not wanting to have a one word ans again..i chose nt to c him or rather nt to walk towards him...awkward silence throughout the whole lift journey...
even wen i st dwn..i have the feeling tt he is nt very willing to sit beside me la...keep dragging his chair towards the edge as though i have a disease or wad...wad the hell la...
though it doesnt reali matter to me anymore..i am prepared to bury all the likes i have foreva...and i juz wana cherish the frenship we had...but y?!?!?!
is it reali so diffcult foru to treat me like wad u used to treat me be4?i m nt asking for anything...juz tt i feel tt it wld be a waste if this frenship were to cum to an end....mabe u wlden feel it ttway....or mabe i m totally nt worth u thinking abt tt pt too.... anyway..i am goin to write the last card to u...u treasure it anot is no longer my biz le...
argh...fprget it...juz wana get it off my mind....
sumting happened lately...the other while i was at hm, i happened to notice that janice n his nick sounds weird....one saes sorry and the other..(*shld be hard-hearted,a gal with no feeling...its nt yr fault...sorry....*)doesnt it sound weird to u too?hmm....was speculating with jieling...kekekeke....but tt ger juz refused to tell me la...lol...was thinking if tt sorry was becoz herejected her...i wld sae its UNFAIr....hahahaha...
was told tt she has been frequenting our blk lately for many times...den wads the use of telling me all the lies wen u keep on repeating the actions...ghaiz..i dun juz grow up a few daes ago...
forget it....this kinda ple juz wasting the space in my brain..
anyway...so much tings happened lately...one of my fren was feeling dman sad....the worst thing has happened....duno hw to help...dunno wad to do..juz cant help but worry....worry....ple r like tt...the more normal they seem to be...the worse they get.....tts wad happened to me b4...
juz pray n hope that everything wld be fine....CHEERUP...
its nt end of the world.................

things and thoughts that i don't really say it out

cheerful.always sensitive.always hope to be carefreetreasure frenships alot.pessimistic at times.

.....Just be HAPPY and you will be HAPPY....

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