Sunday, January 30, 2005
hw shld i describe my feelings nw...was MIA for a long time....busy wif my committee stuffs....loooking after player's welfare....cooping wif my studies....n i dont tink i can do anything gd man.... trying hard to study...but sumthing seems to be pondering in my mind...i am nt sure wad is it....
ok....wad have i done lately....i have finali let out the rock tt has been in my heart for a veri long time le...i have confessed to him n we have clarified all the doubts tt i have been having for the past few yrs....i shld have juz given up on this hopeless thingy....i dun even stand a single chance in this game...or shld i sae a one-sided game?i duno...i reali duno.....ok i was answered by this" you are spiritually n emotionally attractive but NOT PHYSICALLY"oh my...this has hurt me greatly man...its like many darts piercing through my heart....arghh.....i cant take it no more.....but it has cleared my doubts on whether i stand a chance if i were to be slim...the answer is NO...NEVER will i...i get it nw...i am a flop for this.....no one appreciates me....reali no one.....
i was encouraged to start a relationship..and to let yr feelings ot.but wif who wen no one wans u?i m puzzled too....keekeke
I tried to do wad i was told n again...its a total flop.....ok enuff of this...i reali dun wana feel this way le.....gotta juz let everything b as per normal....n submit to wad future takes...............gotta be this way............
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