Monday, November 22, 2004
sad is the emotion tt i am feeling nw
sad is the oni thing tt i can describe now....i canot believe wad i saw juz nw....upon reaching his ward, i was still jokin tt i will tell him tt i can run faster than him soon...but once i stepped into the room....OH MY GOD!! i juz swallowed everything up!i almost teared when i saw his state...i have nv seen him like tt before siah...tings juz became different for him nw...he fractured his arm n legs....nw he has injured both his arms...n his legs...yes...i saw the metal tt is goin to be in his leg...omg....poorthing........felt so much for him n feel like doin alot of tings for him.....brew herbal tea for him wen he said he gona have fever....wana visit him nw n then so tt he will not feel lonely{but i noe he has a lot of company}but all these are tink oni la....i wun reali do it as far as i can tie myself up...really wanted to pass him the tea 2mr earli in the morning be4 he goes for his operations...yes a 2nd one ...he muz be suffering alot...i can see the pain leaving in his eyes....shucks....
oh yah....n once again...saw wenn....still as pretty though but super unfrenly too! di even bother to smile at us man...wad the hell...alwaz feel so cocky as ever man....ok la...muz sae tt i was feeling abit sour though wen she stroked his legs and his forehead....TOTALLY ignoring us!behaving as though they r bk 2gether again....but i was frenly n not affected enuff...i even tok to her first...but she was like abit reluctant la...sigh....
ok gotta mug now...my mind has been wundering ard...n thinking and reflecting abt wad i saw juz nw....muz put it to a stop man...if not i m juz goin to suffer...ok...gds luck to myself!i can tell no one hw i feel except u bot!
"i hope he will be released from all these sufferings..."
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