OKAY,...got the grapes, ribena and delicious sandwiches all ready in my bag....full of excitement with the tot tt i will be visiting him soon after my laz second paper..my sixth sense told me that there mite be sudden reasons for me to bkout...nt wanting it to be true, i walked as slow as i could hoping that i will receive a msg saying tt there are no visitors now....
As true as it can be....u can NEVER question a ger's instinct...She is dere!yes...n instinct told me tt i m nt needed dere....so i u turned bk...ate up the sandwich tt i made earli in the morning juz for him...i noe i m stupid....all wishful tinking oni...but i m nt expecting anything...i juz hope tt he will tink abt me when he needs help....Yes!i m a sucker for pain!i noe tt i have been taken granted of by him all these yrs...but wad...I dun mind at all or in fact i was glad tt at least he will tink of me at times....
sudeenly all memories juz flashed in my mind....he may have forgotten abt everything or maybe he din even bother to remember a ting....
- calling each other during exams to keep each other company...
- tell me his decisions for certain things...
- discuss things wif me
-study 2gether...
-held each other's finger wen on cable car...
all these its juz simple things tt i will keep in mind.......
i noe tt 2dae is juz something tt i am too sensitive of but......tts ME!!!!
mabe noeing tt he will nt even like me makes me more sensitive....like in movies, its beter tt u duno the answer n do it rather than u noe the ans n still do it....
I m juz a sucker for pain....my theory can actuali be" u can dun like me but u cant stop me frm being gd to u!"cai nv believe luv is blind till nw....
god...i have nuting to ask frm u...juz hope tt he will appreciate me tt little bit? i noe ple will tink i m stupid or MOron...but it cant be help...i told no one eva abt hw i feel man....nw...i juz hope tt there will be sumone whom i can have to stand beside me...can my fellowship be?i reali duno...everyone is busy wif their own things...
but nobody reads tis....who will noe...god noes......

*crying out softly*

things and thoughts that i don't really say it out

cheerful.always sensitive.always hope to be carefreetreasure frenships alot.pessimistic at times.

.....Just be HAPPY and you will be HAPPY....

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